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2004/07/28
Tami Meyer and the T&B BBS
Back when I had just found out there were other adult babies (and that I was one), a place I used to spend too much time visiting was the T&B BBS, run by Tami Meyer. T&B stood for Transvestites and Babies, because Tami was both. There were a number of great stories on the BBS, although it's possible that some of them are only great because they're nostalgic for me. Some of those stories were from Compuserv's legendary adult baby section, to which I never had access (and some of them are still floating around today). Ah, the days before the Internet. Anyway, the BBS got shut down sometime around 1993 or so, or at least I think it did, and I wonder if anybody knows what ever happened to Tami Meyer? Does anybody out there know? Please send me email if you know anything!
Back when I had just found out there were other adult babies (and that I was one), a place I used to spend too much time visiting was the T&B BBS, run by Tami Meyer. T&B stood for Transvestites and Babies, because Tami was both. There were a number of great stories on the BBS, although it's possible that some of them are only great because they're nostalgic for me. Some of those stories were from Compuserv's legendary adult baby section, to which I never had access (and some of them are still floating around today). Ah, the days before the Internet. Anyway, the BBS got shut down sometime around 1993 or so, or at least I think it did, and I wonder if anybody knows what ever happened to Tami Meyer? Does anybody out there know? Please send me email if you know anything!
Pictures Fixed
OK, the last (to my knowledge) problem relating to the recent site move has been (I hope) resolved, and the pictures work again. They're still protected by the (same) "usual" password, and if you don't know what that is, email me. These are pictures of me, and not naked me either, as if you'd want to see that.
OK, the last (to my knowledge) problem relating to the recent site move has been (I hope) resolved, and the pictures work again. They're still protected by the (same) "usual" password, and if you don't know what that is, email me. These are pictures of me, and not naked me either, as if you'd want to see that.
2004/07/22
Presentation Went Pretty Well
For those of you who are following it, I think the presentation went pretty well. Suzanne was able to come, and Austin had her all dressed up and diapered, and gave her a pacifier before the talk started. I brought Julie, my big pink floppy bunny, and offered her to Suzanne, and she held and played with the bunny during the talk. That was extremely cute!
About 9 people came, which was great, and I met a couple new people, which was also great! The talk went pretty well, I think, though sometimes we weren't sure which parts Austin was going to do and which parts I was going to do. Mommy Jess offered to let us do our presentation over in Ohio, and I don't know whether we can work it out or not, but we should probably do a bit more rehearsal if we do it again.
Anyway, it's over! I can relax now. Or rather, relax those muscles. I've still got to worry about what the group's going to do next month. And where. Aiee, no room's reserved. I'm not sure anybody else is worried about these things. Sigh.
For those of you who are following it, I think the presentation went pretty well. Suzanne was able to come, and Austin had her all dressed up and diapered, and gave her a pacifier before the talk started. I brought Julie, my big pink floppy bunny, and offered her to Suzanne, and she held and played with the bunny during the talk. That was extremely cute!
About 9 people came, which was great, and I met a couple new people, which was also great! The talk went pretty well, I think, though sometimes we weren't sure which parts Austin was going to do and which parts I was going to do. Mommy Jess offered to let us do our presentation over in Ohio, and I don't know whether we can work it out or not, but we should probably do a bit more rehearsal if we do it again.
Anyway, it's over! I can relax now. Or rather, relax those muscles. I've still got to worry about what the group's going to do next month. And where. Aiee, no room's reserved. I'm not sure anybody else is worried about these things. Sigh.
2004/07/21
Presentation
Well, Austin and I are doing a presentation on ageplay tomorrow night for Headspace, a local BDSM organization that we're both on the steering committee of. What is it, what's fun about it, how do you approach it, and so on. I wanted to have it at my house, but that's not going to happen. Not many people know where that is, anyway. So it looks as if it's going to be in a classroom on campus, which isn't ideal, but oh well. We'll do our best! I hope people come to see.
Well, Austin and I are doing a presentation on ageplay tomorrow night for Headspace, a local BDSM organization that we're both on the steering committee of. What is it, what's fun about it, how do you approach it, and so on. I wanted to have it at my house, but that's not going to happen. Not many people know where that is, anyway. So it looks as if it's going to be in a classroom on campus, which isn't ideal, but oh well. We'll do our best! I hope people come to see.
2004/07/19
Great Munch!
The munch was great! 9 people came. Including Dana, who I haven't seen since before the munches started. Turns out he's come a few times but couldn't pull together the nerve to go on in. But this time he did. Good for you, Dana! It's understandable (and depends on your situation a lot) that one might be nervous about going in and sitting with a bunch of AB/DLs, but you can do it!
This may well have been Lynnette's last munch. We're gonna miss her. Good luck, Lynnette!
The munch was great! 9 people came. Including Dana, who I haven't seen since before the munches started. Turns out he's come a few times but couldn't pull together the nerve to go on in. But this time he did. Good for you, Dana! It's understandable (and depends on your situation a lot) that one might be nervous about going in and sitting with a bunch of AB/DLs, but you can do it!
This may well have been Lynnette's last munch. We're gonna miss her. Good luck, Lynnette!
2004/07/17
Heading to Munch
Well, soon it's time to head to the munch! I hope people come. I'm trying to get a ride with a friend, considering that I've most likely got narcolepsy. Not that I'm any different since before the test, but it's taken a step closer to real. Driving long distances, by myself at least, is a bad idea until I'm taking medication for it. I've got to remember the bag of things for people -- things that people were supposed to come pick up, but they haven't yet.
Well, soon it's time to head to the munch! I hope people come. I'm trying to get a ride with a friend, considering that I've most likely got narcolepsy. Not that I'm any different since before the test, but it's taken a step closer to real. Driving long distances, by myself at least, is a bad idea until I'm taking medication for it. I've got to remember the bag of things for people -- things that people were supposed to come pick up, but they haven't yet.
2004/07/16
Count Your Sheep
Count Your Sheep is a wonderfully cute webcomic -- no diapers, of course, but it's all about the imagination and wonder of childhood. I ran across it accidentally last week. "If you can't dream, play."
Count Your Sheep is a wonderfully cute webcomic -- no diapers, of course, but it's all about the imagination and wonder of childhood. I ran across it accidentally last week. "If you can't dream, play."
File Horribleness
It turns out that when I downloaded my web page data from my old web host, some of the files were truncated (i.e. cut off partway through). Fortunately, I had an earlier copy. Unfortunately, it was on a USB thumbdrive that just yesterday decided to become horribly unreadable. Well, I've just managed to recover a lot of files from the thumbdrive, including the truncated HTML files from my website backup, and those are now online. Whew! But all my emails for the past three months or so are all jumbled and confused, and I need to go through them and straighten them out.
It turns out that when I downloaded my web page data from my old web host, some of the files were truncated (i.e. cut off partway through). Fortunately, I had an earlier copy. Unfortunately, it was on a USB thumbdrive that just yesterday decided to become horribly unreadable. Well, I've just managed to recover a lot of files from the thumbdrive, including the truncated HTML files from my website backup, and those are now online. Whew! But all my emails for the past three months or so are all jumbled and confused, and I need to go through them and straighten them out.
2004/07/15
New Host
Well, www.liljennie.com is on a new hosting service. I've tried to make the transition as seamless as possible, but there are a lot of elements to consider -- the PHP code (this one uses .php file extensions rather than .phtml), the dynamic links (had to transport all the database data and set up the PHP to point to the new database), the blog (had to set up Blogger to point at the new server), and probably more. If there are quirks, they're probably because of the move. Let me know about them if I don't notice them myself.
Well, www.liljennie.com is on a new hosting service. I've tried to make the transition as seamless as possible, but there are a lot of elements to consider -- the PHP code (this one uses .php file extensions rather than .phtml), the dynamic links (had to transport all the database data and set up the PHP to point to the new database), the blog (had to set up Blogger to point at the new server), and probably more. If there are quirks, they're probably because of the move. Let me know about them if I don't notice them myself.
Sleep Test
Hi, I just got back from the hospital. No, I wasn't in the ER; I was in the sleep lab. You see, I fall asleep really easily during the day, no matter how much sleep I get at night, so they did a test. It's looking like I might very well have a case of narcolepsy. But at least it's controllable. Medications like Provigil exist that stimulate wakefulness without stimulating the rest of the body and causing edginess and nervousness. There's no generic Provigil sold in the US, because it's one of those drugs whose maker is suing to keep the right to keep selling it at high prices. The same drug is sold in Canada at a lower price as Alertec, however. Anyway, now I have to go through the process of my doctor's adjusting my prescription of this stuff so we can see how much I need to stay alert during the day while still being able to sleep at night.
And no, I didn't wear my diapers or training panties while I was there. This test is to help me with my drowsiness problem, and the fewer variables the better. I suppose if I wore diapers every night and had worn them every night for the last few years, I should have worn them to the test so there'd be one less variable, but that isn't the case. What's more, since diapers are part of my sexuality and not medically necessary, it would be the equivalent of hitting on the nurses -- involving them in my sexual life while they're at work. There was a plastic cover on the mattress, though, and it felt and sounded nice, so that was some consolation. I remember having just such a cover on my bed when I was little, and I had one after I graduated but before I got married too.
Hi, I just got back from the hospital. No, I wasn't in the ER; I was in the sleep lab. You see, I fall asleep really easily during the day, no matter how much sleep I get at night, so they did a test. It's looking like I might very well have a case of narcolepsy. But at least it's controllable. Medications like Provigil exist that stimulate wakefulness without stimulating the rest of the body and causing edginess and nervousness. There's no generic Provigil sold in the US, because it's one of those drugs whose maker is suing to keep the right to keep selling it at high prices. The same drug is sold in Canada at a lower price as Alertec, however. Anyway, now I have to go through the process of my doctor's adjusting my prescription of this stuff so we can see how much I need to stay alert during the day while still being able to sleep at night.
And no, I didn't wear my diapers or training panties while I was there. This test is to help me with my drowsiness problem, and the fewer variables the better. I suppose if I wore diapers every night and had worn them every night for the last few years, I should have worn them to the test so there'd be one less variable, but that isn't the case. What's more, since diapers are part of my sexuality and not medically necessary, it would be the equivalent of hitting on the nurses -- involving them in my sexual life while they're at work. There was a plastic cover on the mattress, though, and it felt and sounded nice, so that was some consolation. I remember having just such a cover on my bed when I was little, and I had one after I graduated but before I got married too.
2004/07/08
Somebody Ripped Off My Story
My story The Diaper Deal has been online for ages. I originally wrote it when I posted it segment by segment to the newsgroup alt.sex.fetish.diapers, which is now full of spam and impossible to have much of a conversation on. Some incomplete versions have been collected and posted here and there across the Internet, but my copy is complete. But someone must have downloaded one of the incomplete versions and sent it in to DPF, because (if you can click on that link; I think you have to be a member to see it) that's my story, only "Baby Ben" is claiming he wrote it. Well, "Baby Ben," you are a thief. Write your own story.
My story The Diaper Deal has been online for ages. I originally wrote it when I posted it segment by segment to the newsgroup alt.sex.fetish.diapers, which is now full of spam and impossible to have much of a conversation on. Some incomplete versions have been collected and posted here and there across the Internet, but my copy is complete. But someone must have downloaded one of the incomplete versions and sent it in to DPF, because (if you can click on that link; I think you have to be a member to see it) that's my story, only "Baby Ben" is claiming he wrote it. Well, "Baby Ben," you are a thief. Write your own story.
Nothing from DPF yet
Well, we've seen no action from DPF in terms of updating the link to my page. I should send them another message. ... There, I just did.
Well, we've seen no action from DPF in terms of updating the link to my page. I should send them another message. ... There, I just did.
2004/07/01
I've Been Very Quiet
Well it's been a while since I posted anything here, and there's a combination of factors behind that, the first one being that I lost my bookmarks file and had to recreate, among other things, the bookmarks that pointed to where I edit this weblog. Finally I've gotten around to it. Also, my wife and I went to Arizona for a few days around the same time, and catching up with everything afterwards knocked everything off kilter.
Anyway ... Brrrrr!
Well it's been a while since I posted anything here, and there's a combination of factors behind that, the first one being that I lost my bookmarks file and had to recreate, among other things, the bookmarks that pointed to where I edit this weblog. Finally I've gotten around to it. Also, my wife and I went to Arizona for a few days around the same time, and catching up with everything afterwards knocked everything off kilter.
Anyway ... Brrrrr!
