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2003/09/03

OK, so did I do any of the things I needed to do last night? I had time; the Tuesday-night roleplaying game that we've been playing didn't meet. But no, I played Diablo II and Jet Force Gemini until it was time to take out the trash and go to bed. I'm just bad.

I did, however, wear diapers to bed for the first time since I came back from the weekend in California (on August 24). I remember wetting them sometime during the night, but I don't know exactly when. This is good, since my goal is to be able to wet without waking when I'm in diapers but not wet at all when I don't go to bed in diapers. For those who want to know how to do this, there are no drugs or hypnosis involved; I just make sure to drink water before bed so I'll be sure to wake up needing to pee, and instead of getting up to use the bathroom I just wet my diapers, trying not to wake up any more than necessary. As time has gone by, I've needed to be less and less fully awake to do this. This is similar to Mikey A. of BBW's "Natural Diaper Training Method"; Celastic has a copy of it on his site. It's taken years to get to this point, most likely because I'm not very consistent with it, but I'm to the point where I can occasionally wake up wet with only a vague memory of wetting my diaper and no idea of exactly when it happened. Once recently I did wake up wet without any recollection of having wet. On the other hand, once I woke up with memories of having wet, but I was dry; it had been a dream. But I'll continue to work on this, when I feel like it. So far I have never wet in my sleep while not in diapers. At least, not since I had a real bedwetting problem when I was a child.

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